Ah... its been about a three weeks or so since J left.

I have had contact with him off and on. Nothing major, he came to get the rest of his stuff.

We have txt some. But no real getting down and talking about it all. His style is to avoid.

Anyway, I can firmly say he has moved on, which is a total waste. He did not want to delve into what brought him to this situation, etc.

But that is his call, not mine.

I am heading to BR on Saturday to visit old friends and to do a lil grocery shopping at the Whole Pay Check Store.

I need to get out of town for a lil while.


I have wanted to go out, but can not bring myself to hit the two scag hole of so call bars here. There is nothing for a mature man to meet there anyway. Twinks, Twinkettes, various Sundry other men, who most have no real jobs or careers. Its a dismal way of life.. the gay bars of rural Louisiana.

Thanks I did need to vent, on the above subject.